Author: Marc

  • And now a word from (and to) Strombo

    Actually quite a few words. At times I seem to be in the throes of some seriously run-on sentences. I was a tad nervous. George seems like a really nice guy. Somehow he finds a way to connect with his guests and ask questions that are both challenging and friendly. That friendliness — what seemed like authentic warmth — made me feel less like a dork than I might have. I’ve always found it damn disconcerting to talk about the nasty things I did, on the air, especially on TV, where there’s really nowhere to hide. And there were a lot of cameras and lights, and real live people in the audience. So yeah, I was kind of nervous, especially at first.

    For my readers outside of Canada, the Strombo show is our version of The Tonight Show…laid back chatty interviews with a very charismatic host, on national TV. When we taped this segment, way back in October, I was in awe of him. I guess I still am.

    Here’s the interview, as posted on YouTube. Thanks to Sharon, a reader — no, not that Sharon! — who either posted it our found it there.

     

  • Disease, choice, or self-medication? Models and metaphors for addiction

    Many readers responded to my request for different perspectives and insights on the question: Is addiction a disease? I said I’d like to know what others thought before stating my own view. The strange thing is that my own view has changed considerably in light of your comments. Perspective is funny that way: it looks like a solid version of reality until the waves pick up, the boat starts to rock and pitch, and it’s time to set a new course…or jump ship.

    Over my next three posts, I’m going to talk about the three most common definitions of addiction, one per post: a disease; a matter of (unwise) choice; and a process of self-medication. And for each I’m going to show the pro’s and the con’s, backed up by theory and data from psychology and neuroscience.

    My own model of addiction will come at the end, in a fourth post. Here’s a sneak preview: I see addiction as an accelerated form of learning. I see it as the result of a natural learning process that has gone way too fast and way too far, yielding habits that are extremely difficult to “unlearn”. I explain this in terms of the highly emotional content of what gets learned (associative learning in the amygdala), the processes that connect emotion with action (through the ACC and premotor cortex), and the elaboration of networks (in orbitofrontal cortex and related regions) that give the addictive goal its enormous “value” or “meaning” – all of which feeds back with the narrowed focus of our primary goal-seeking system (the ventral striatum and its dopamine pump).

    I’d like to think that my model of addiction is accurate and precise – a scientific model – whereas the other three are analogies or metaphors. So I refute the idea that addiction is a disease, but I agree that it can be like a disease. And I refute the idea that addiction is a free choice, yet I see that it involves choice at every step. Finally, I don’t think that addiction is self-medication, but I agree that it’s based on attempts to self-soothe, to relieve anxiety, boredom, or depression.

    So I’m tempted to claim that these three models are metaphoric approximations, whereas mine is the real thing. But wait a minute. If these metaphors help us understand addiction, if they help us to classify it and deal with it, then they must have some value. And maybe my model is an approximation too, albeit a biological one.

    And what’s wrong with metaphors anyway? Some scholars say that all our concepts are based on metaphors or analogies – variations on a theme. So if, for example, the “disease” concept works to organize your thoughts, and more importantly your actions, to help addicts (including yourself?) work toward recovery, then it’s worthwhile, it’s beneficial, it might even be the best show in town.

    Yet there is one major qualifier: different analogies, metaphors, models, or whatever you want to call them, work for in different ways for different people. And as much as they can be constructive for some, they can also be destructive for others. If you are tuned into the helplessness, the insidious, relentless growth of addiction, if you see addiction as something that takes over one’s body, one’s mind, maybe one’s soul, then the disease model is going to be meaningful to you. And your efforts to quit will take the form of searching for a cure. But for others, seeing addiction as a disease, as something outside the self, foreign to the self, the disease concept may be harmful. Because the implication is that “you” can’t do anything about it – at least not without help. Or, if you are tuned into the choices that fashion addiction, if you focus on those fleeting moments of intention, when addicts jump the gap from let’s-stay-sober to let’s-get-stoned, then the choice model will be most meaningful. And that model can help you to make different choices, because the cause is in you, it’s something you can change. But once again, the choice model is a double-edged sword. Because, for some people, it’s the basis of blame (from outside) and guilt (from inside) – both of which can poison the recovery process.

    The way we see our addicted selves or our addicted loved ones is going to determine which model rings true. So experience is going to play a crucial role in how we define addiction. Consequently, I can say that my “learning” model is the most plausible, I can say that it fits best with cognitive science and brain science, but I can’t say that the alternative models are meaningless. They can do a great deal of good, or a great deal of harm, depending on how they’re used.

    Stay tuned, for a closer look at each of the three models. And while we explore their meaning, we will also explore their use, their misuse, and their capacity to help or to hinder.

  • And now a word from “The Fix”

    Here’s some more “filler” while I prepare my next post. But I hope it’s worth the read. The Fix, which seems to be the most popular addiction/recovery magazine out there, published a Q&A interview about my book – how I wrote it, what I was trying to say, and how it changed my life. Walter Armstrong, the deputy editor at The Fix, asked some really good questions, and I hope I gave him some really good answers.

    Walter seemed like a good guy: patient, tuned in, and empathic. Maybe those goes with the job. I had the strongest temptation to ask him whether he himself had been there and back. But I held my tongue on that one.

    Walter clearly liked the book. Here are some of his very generous words:

    Lewis’ twin expertise as a longtime addict and a brain scientist enabled him to produce a memoir mapping, in remarkably lucid and vivid detail, entirely new ground. Weaving together his objective accounts of drugs’ effects on the brain with descriptions of his mind’s subjective experience, he brings to light how the very shape of intoxication on one substance or another mirrors the shape of the specific chemical reactions taking place inside your skull.

    These pioneering observations fit effortlessly into the overall narrative, which is as over-the-top suspenseful as David Carr’s classic The Night of the Gun.

    And here’s the link to the interview. Take a look, and while you’re at it check out some of the other features of this unusual publication. There’s some rough stuff on these pages. Heavy-duty addicts bearing their souls, and blazing arguments about the pro’s and con’s of this and that treatment approach. Lots to learn and quite a few surprises.

    My next real post is…..almost ready.

     

  • Thanks for your generous responses

    Hi all. I’m finally back in the Netherlands. This is the first time I’ve ever travelled ar0und the world, and I have two things to report.

    1. It is indeed round, or else a lot of people have gone to a lot of trouble creating a first-rate illusion.

    2. The jet-lag seems to average out symmetrically, so that I’m actually sleeping at night again.

    I have another post coming up soon, but I just want to thank all of you who have replied to my request for contributions to my next book. Many of you have sent me fascinating tidbits — little glimpses of lives that have gone off the rails with addiction, and often gotten back on one way or another. So there’s a lot of material for me to sort through. I’ve responded to some of you. For those I’ve neglected so far, please be patient. I’ll get to you in another week or two.

    Meanwhile, I’m just grateful, not only that you’re out there and that you have amazing stories to tell, but also for the courage and creativity embodied in these real-life adventures, and your willingness to share them with me and my readers.

    Also, I want to welcome new readers to this blog. My time in Australia was very fruitful. I got in touch with a lot of people in the addiction community, there and in the US in the last few weeks, and I think quite a few of you have tuned into this blog (judging by the spike in numbers I see on Google Analytics).

    Okay, enough blather. More posts coming up very soon.

    Best,

    Marc

  • Calling all (recovering? recovered? ex?) addicts!!!

    Hello people. This is not a post but a request. I just got the go-ahead from my agent to begin work on a new book. Here’s the plan —

    Three or four intimate biographies, of people who have had serious struggles with drugs and/or alcohol, who have become addicted, by one definition or another, and who have tried and perhaps succeeded in recovering — even if it didn’t last for good. These life stories will be the backbone of the book. I plan to connect each story to one of the major outlooks, or camps, that try to understand how addiction works: the disease camp, the “choice” camp, and the “self-medication” model, all which have some power to describe addiction, but none of which explains it completely successfully — in my view. I will use science (neuroscience and psychological science, maybe genetics, maybe treatment and prevention science) to take a deeper look at what’s going on in each of these addiction journeys, and I’ll pull it all together with an approach and an explanation that I think works the best.

    I need volunteers! I have already talked to a few of you in some detail about your life stories, but I need to talk to others. Would you consider letting me write the story of your life? Of course, you don’t have to tell me everything. I don’t want to “reveal” what you don’t want to be revealed. But I do need detail. I need to know what it’s been like, what it has felt like, where you have been, where you are now, and where you think you’re going. Most of all, I need to know the facts and the feelings as only you can describe them.

    Most if not all interviewing would be done via Skype or phone — at my expense of course.

    I do NOT have to use your name. That’s a choice you can make, but it is not at all necessary or even very useful for the book I’m planning. Pseudonyms will be fine. And, I hope it goes without saying, I would never reveal your name, or any details attached to your name, to anyone, in any circumstances, without your express (and written) permission. I’m still a clinical psychologist (one of my hats) and I’m still bound by professional ethics. Not to mention personal ethics.

    Please consider this request, and if you’d like to talk with me about it, drop me a line. It’s best to use the “contact” form that is embedded in this website. Just click on the Contact tab at the top of this page.

    Thanks for any replies, suggestions, or questions,

    –Marc